The consonants and vowels

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8Twt47iNAo&feature=related


Sometimes I listen to songs and think about moments in life that would fit to the sound if it was in a soundtrack of my life.

I remember when I was little I used to have hundreds of little plastic dinosaurs, jungle animals, and just different fish and things, and I would spend all day lining these animals around my kitchen from smallest to largest. And then as soon as the hundreds were set up, I would leave them till after dinner, and just take them down. Then do it again next week, or whenever again the mood struck me.

Or the days when one of my biggest annoyances was when I couldn't wear my rollerblades inside. While my parents were at work I would always just do it anyways, because I didn't want to take them off just to go in and get a cup of water. I always thought I was clever, but parents always know. They know about everything. Because they already tried to do it with their parents.

I was always convinced when I grew up I was never going to go to college. I've always not been able to stay still long enough to pay attention and stay somewhere. Which is why living in the same town for 18 years was so good for me. I learned to have to deal with things even if I can't handle them. I love it here more than anything, but I'm always looking for something new. College is awesome and I love it, and I know I want to finish college, but I need something else going on. I need to always have something new going on. And I think this is a good time for something new to possibly start.

There's never an end to anything. Its just a new beginning with new opportunities, and that thrills me. Knowing that nothing is ever over and I can do whatever I want whenever I want. I love it. I want to do everything. I'm feeling so optimistic. I wish I could just study so then maybe I could make plans with someone and actually do something today. Haha. Who cares if I don't even get dressed today?? I just woke up 3 hours ago. I don't have to get dressed if I don't want to. Fuck it. I'm an adult. I don't have to get dressed and look nice for anyone. I'm sitting here in a white t and sweat pants and I'm going to eat cereal and ice cream for dinner. And it's going to be awesome. And I'm going to watch the secret world of alex mac. And wish that I was a puddle that could go around the city.

I fucking love life. Thank you.


-Liz