Lady GaGa

I've decided I think she's like the coolest person in the world. Because I loved her shout out to the gays. And she is such a bad ass. FUCK THE HATERSSSSS!!!!!! :D

So I finally signed up for classes..

And everything was closed. I really couldn't take anything I wanted to take because everything is so fucked up with my credits. So I decided to just take simple things that I need to take. Like really boring things. But easy things. I'm taking Gay and Lesbian studies 2, Race and Ethnic Relations, Oral Expression, College Mathematics, and Culture, Race, and Media. I'm really excited though. Last semester I took all classes in my major, and I got to know a lot of music people, but really no one else. I'm really excited to have classes with other people and just be able to chill and study and get shit done. I feel like it's so much easier than doing stuff in my major, just because some times I fall so behind with it. I know this semester will be different though. Especially because after going home, I realize how to prioritize my life, and it's working a lot better for me. I'm excited for school to start. My birthday is the day before school starts. hm. my parents anniversary is today. i think im going to try to send them flowers to get delivered today so it looks like i remembered. but either way, they'll be shocked i did something. I need to go to bed. Matt just got up to go to the bathroom and im smokinga cig and he came over and talked to me and almost knocked down the tv. georgina is licking herself. goodnight.

-Liz

Honestly

The world would be a better place if there were less squares and rectangles and more circles. Like walls. They come together at 90 degree angles. And I just decided that I really dislike it, and when I have my own house it will be all circles. Circles are so much better. And I hate white walls. I want pink walls. And green. And blue and I wish my ceiling was painted like the sky. The corners of my room are really bothering me right now because at the parts where the 2 walls and ceiling come together its like one big 90 degree angle, and its pissing me off. I'm not even high.

These nights I get high just from breathing

I wonder if with age really does come wisdom? If anything, I feel more clueless than ever. I'm not sure what I'm looking for or where I'm going to find it, but I wish I could figure this out. My parents are now both not speaking to me because my mom asked where all my money went and I told her that for the 50th time I had to buy books for class, and then my dad told me to get the fuck out of the house. So now I'm just sitting here. Waiting until I have to leave for work. Yesterday at work everyone was making fun of me telling me they're surprised I'm smart enough to be in college. It makes me second guess my intelligence. Maybe I'm not as smart as I think I am. Maybe everyone else is right and I just need to open my eyes. Maybe I'm not meant to do anything great, just be another person working a 9-5, just living. I'm starting to think thats more of what I was born to do. I think that there are those people that are destined to do great things, and there are people that make differences in the world, but never really do anything great. I always thought I would do something really cool and do something with my life, do something awesome with music, where my heart is, but maybe I was just dreaming and I need to wake up.

maybe

coming back to ohio was a big mistake. maybe leaving in the first place was a bigger mistake. maybe all i do is make mistakes.

Ohio...

I thought it was going to be a lot of fun, seeing old friends, seeing my ex, working at taco bell with some close friends, kind of going back to last summer. I'm really liking it a lot, but I've realized there's a reason that I left. My ex is ignoring me, which is always fun, some of my friends have changed and are just kind of assholes now, and tbell is a pain in my ass, except for the people that work there. I can tell they truly care about me, but they are so full of drama I cant even handle it. My parents drive me crazy too. I would think it is common sense not to tell a lesbian that you think gay marriage shouldn't be legal, but then again, my parents lack common sense.

Andrew and I are about to go get a slushie and sit on milk crates and smoke some cigs. That's the one thing I do love about ohio. I wish my guitar wasn't in chicago though, I really wish I could jam while I was here :/ I wish I had money. I haven't smoked weed in 3 days. It's a new record!





I can hate your girl
I can tell you that she's really pretty
I can take my clothes off
I cannot fall in love
you'll never see my eyes
I will not call you back
I cannot do the smirf
I cannot fall in love
I'll never fall in love
I cannot fall in love

The great pooh adventure

Today I got high and went to the store to get ice cream. Hella good, I know. So I'm minding my own business, eating my chocolate chip cookie dough, and Matt screams at me "omg u need to come here and look at this turd!" so I run over and we start laughing at this little piece of poop in our toilet. We flushed our toilet like 5 times, and it just sat there in the same spot. But it wasn't like a big poop. It was a little poop. So we're like, bitch, bust out the plunger. So we get the sucker out and plunge the shit out of our toilet, flush it, and the pooh is still there. We flush it like 5 more times, and then I was like "Yo, put toilet paper in it to push it down!" So we put toilet paper in, flush it, poop goes down, along with toilet paper, and then the poop pops back up out of nowhere. So we're like fuck it. And its still in our toilet.


P.S. It's still a mystery as to where the poop came from.